Shutting down and not being of who you truly are……..

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This journey through life will throw many curve balls and trip you up if you do not adapt and change correctly. The paths we walk may differ, but the journey is all the same, we view everything differently from one another and when we look at something, someone else will see different of the thing we are looking at. throughout this journey, there will be many life events that will come before us, some we may bring on ourselves with others coming to us from another. With these events will come much pain and hurt and will hurt us deeply if we never take care of them properly, without hiding within and becoming someone for who we truly are not.

Within this picture, we all will see very different all that is within the frame of the picture, some may not see anything but green and say this is boring? But only because you yourself are hiding within and not truly feeling your true feelings deep within, you may see the rocks in the path and just see them as rocks, but just like in this journey, the paths will have obstacles to get around or climb over. When we hide within and never truly feel the true feelings within, we will then isolate ourselves from everything, in order to keep further harm from bringing us more pain.

Isolation is something we do to hide from reality especially when that reality brings us much pain and hurt. The life events that come to us along this journey, are some from our own actions but a lot comes from the actions of others toward us as we walk our paths, even when we do not ask for whatever the event that may come to us. There are a wide range of events that will affect us, these events will control every fiber of our being as well if we let it, true they may not be something we can control, but when we stay true to who we are, then we can fix what we need to fix, to move forward better and stronger, instead of hiding within and escaping all the pain and hurt from the events.

When we hide within we then become isolated from everything around us, we bury our true feelings so deep within our souls, we then try to move forward with no feelings to actually feel anything around us, when we trip and fall on the obstacles and instead of picking ourselves up properly, we then get engulfed in the self-pity to the point, we then become numb from the true pain and hurt we may feel and never let it scar and heal properly. ” The scars may let us know where we have been, but they do not have to dictate where we are going”. Procrastination is a big part of life events throughout this journey when we procrastinate we then do not properly heal in a healthy time frame, which has us do anything to relieve ourselves from all the pain and hurt.

When we become isolated from all that is around us, we then shutdown to try to escape the real pain, when we shutdown we then pay no attention to what may lie around us, which we will never see any of the true beauty that is right in front of us. Some may look at this picture and see nothing, while others will see all the true beauty of mother nature, plus the small critter that may be lurking within the high grass in the picture? Life events can and will control every fiber of your being, real pain and hurt will come from the life events, but when we take care properly of the life events, we then can minimize the pain, let our true feelings have us feel less hurt, while our love from within takes care of the hurt, so we all can move forward along our paths of this journey and be better and stronger, while we smile a real smile, out of true happiness always.

 

” When we shut down to escape all that is around us, we will never truly feel anything and never see any true beauty that may be in front of us”

 

” When we isolate ourselves from all that is around us, we then will be hiding in plain sight throughout this journey of life”

 

 

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the thick dark clouds hovering over a society

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You see these dark thick clouds making the sky look dark and mean, these are the same clouds hovering over this society. These are the dark thick clouds that have we the people in the clouds with our judgments, the problem is that we have become so arrogant, so ugly toward one another, so engulfed within the hatred, that we clearly can not see any light, nor can we see clearly of any reality around us.

All you have to do is turn on any news station, or pick up any newspaper to read, both these publications go out of their way to print all the ugliness simply because it is what sells within this ugly society, these media companies have an agenda and they stick to it, the agenda is quite simple………. bring as much drama, ugliness and hatred you can, to further us more deeply within it. The problem is we let them suck us into it to the point we crave it and want more.

Just look at how our so-called leaders within our Governments and the way they are reacting to a seated President, their hatred of this President goes so deep that they not only can not do their jobs anymore, but they have become so far in denial that they have zero clue of what true reality is. Those of us who can see clearly as we walk this journey simply can see right through the corruption of these so-called leaders, we just have to vote better and smarter at the ballot box, so we can help President Trump truly drain the swamp, that has consumed all the walls and all the streets within Washington DC.

The corruption, the ugliness, and the hatred go a lot deeper than the walls of Washington DC, it is everywhere throughout this planet as we walk our paths through this journey of life, So it then lies within we the people of this society, to which we would rather ignore than to correct it. We have become so arrogant in our ways that our attitude is, ” if it does not affect me, then I don’t care”, well that’s the wrong attitude as you can clearly see where that has taken us? The time is now to end all this ugliness, the hatred, and the corruption and yes we the people when we stick together, can do just that, plus destroy all the fake news media in the process simply by ignoring all their publications, so they then wither away like a snake in the grass.

Hatred is learned as we have learned this attitude from somewhere, time to find the source of this hatred and unplug it completely, so we then can move forward along this journey being of truly who we are. As hatred is learned, love is within us and is totally natural, love is the true feeling that Jesus showed us as he walked his journey here with us, because of all the hatred, the corruption, and the ugliness, we have buried our feeling of love so deep within, that it is sitting idle as we can not feel it anymore, we need to resurrect this feeling of love, so we then can warm up our hearts and souls with it and get them out of the darkness and the cold. When we do this we then can bring the same warmth to society as we share it with each other. Through the love of Jesus Christ within our hearts and souls, not only will it make this society peaceful and happy, it will end all the ugliness, hatred and the corruption that we the people let consume us greatly today. We all walk a path through this journey of life just as Jesus did, so let’s do it right, let’s do it as Jesus showed us, so we all can see the light clearly through any kind of clouds and reach the path of righteousness, which will make for a better society and one that is full of love with we the people within the peace and happiness we all so deserve, throughout this journey of life.

 

” We clearly see the dark thick clouds of the weather, so why can’t we see the dark thick clouds of all the ugliness around us”

 

” Let’s end all this hate, corruption and ugliness before it ends all of our existence through this journey”

 

” The media and the corrupt walls within Wahington DC are the problems, time we fix the problem and move forward not backward through this journey”

 

” Hatred is learned from somewhere, time to unlearn it so we can truly feel the love within our hearts and souls, then share it with each other”

 

 

One screwed up society and it all starts with we the people………

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I just came home from a week within Mother Nature, what beauty she had in store for me,  then I come home and back to society? With all the hatred, the ugliness and the corruption, I see why we are having quite a few natural disasters and it’s because God is upset at the way we the people are doing things down here and it is not the climate change.  All the issues within this society are the fault of we the people and nothing more, we are the ones bringing real pain and hurt to each other, we are the ones picking up that gun and pulling the trigger, its not the gun because the gun will not fire if a person does not pull the trigger, contrary to what some may try to sell you? Violence just doesn’t happen, it is we the people that bring violence to each other, as we become so full of rage and hatred, this is what happens when you take God and Jesus out of everything within a society, as we then lose sight of what true love is, then fill the void with unnecessary drama  and hatred.

Just look at our so called leaders in Government, plus the ones out there running for the office of President in 20/20, seriously!!! it’s still a ways away and the candidates are smearing so much hate you can cut it with a knife and its only going to get worse the closer the deadline gets. A true election is never about pointing the finger, or maybe smearing hatred all over, it is never about attacking your opponent to try to make yourself look good, it should never be lying to the ones who vote you in, not just because it will back fire at some point, but it will also lead down a road of being in denial, as the lie will become reality in your own head. Not just the so called called candidates running for an office, but the politicians in their respective office now, are so far in denial that they all have lost sight of what true reality is. Our so called leaders are suppose to lead and right now they are doing nothing, except maybe becoming lost within the clouds of their judgments. becoming so far within the walls of denial that everything out of their mouths is a lie, which the only ones that believe the lies are they themselves, because when you are in denial you have zero clue of what true reality is.

 

” If you can’t run for any office and do so on your true merits, then maybe you shouldn’t be running at all”

 

The beauty of Mother Nature with this running water flowing all through it, this is true reality as you look all around and see the beauty, through all the hatred and ugliness within this society you will never see any beauty around you, as it is all flowing away from you with all the ugliness and the hatred covering all that is in front of us. We the people are our own worst enemies and until we all come out of the clutches of denial, the hate and the ugliness will continue to cover, with the beauty becoming buried even deeper within us all. We the people are totally responsible for all the ugliness and hatred the time is now, to stop pointing the finger, stop attacking one another, get back in touch with your true inner feelings, your true love that is deep within your heart and soul, love is so much easier to share with each other than that of hate, but within this screwd up society and the fact that we are all so divided, we have it backwards instead of the way that Jesus taught us, when he came to us and walked his path through this journey of life.

 

” A week within mother nature I so recommend for all, as it is the true healer of everything within your mind, body and soul”

 

” Denial is a force all on its own but we can defeat it when we stay true to who we are”

 

” Finger pointing or attacking someone never proved anything, as answering all questions truthfully and with honesty and integrity, will have the real answers for all the questions right in front of you, showing you also all the true beauty all around you”

 

 

 

Society is empty without morality and religion

We all walk our own paths through this journey of life, true the journey is the same just we are all guilty of making the journey out to be what it truly is not. There will be some who become Atheists and think there way of belief is the only way of belief? But without Religion and Morality, there is zero faith and hope, and without faith and hope then we in society have no chance to walk this journey correctly, plus we can also forget about reaching the path of righteousness and seeing the true light and love of Jesus Christ our savior.

You can clearly see that this society of today is not only divided, but there is also no true faith or hope anywhere to be seen as well. We are all so consumed with all the ugliness and hatred that we can not see clearly enough through the clouds of our judgments, we can not see clearly enough because we are hiding so deep within in order to keep from further harm bringing us more pain with each step. There are many different religions out there and within each, there are many different people with their own faith and hope, this is how we get to know our own Individuality and without this Individuality, then we ourselves are not complete as we walk our paths through this journey of life.

Without morality and without the religion, then all we are doing throughout this journey is simply wandering along our paths, instead of walking with a purpose or with a swagger in our step. You can go to the same job do the same tasks year after year after year making that job become full of the boredom of which we get tired from, you need that faith and the hope to help you within that job, so you then can get excited each time, you step through that door at work day after day. Plus through the boredom, we do not look at everything as we should, we look at everything around us with a glance instead of looking deeply, so we then can have the belief in the morality and the religion,  as we then see all the faith, to have hope for all we do as we walk our paths through this journey of life.

We all need to believe in something throughout this journey, not just to have something to look forward to, not just to see how we measure up to those around us, but for us to have a belief so we then can have faith in not just our abilities, but the abilities of all those around us, especially have the faith in that higher power of Jesus Christ. When we truly believe and have true faith, there will always be hope moving forward along our paths of this journey. You can not have faith without hope, just as no faith and hope you can not have any kind of belief as all three go hand in hand throughout this journey, which helps us all with that feeling of being complete, anything less and now not only do we not feel complete, but now we are hiding in plain sight being of someone for who we truly are not.

 

” Faith and hope go together like peanut butter and jelly, without one then the sandwich has no true flavor with each bite”

” Without morality or religion in this society, there will never be any true faith and hope, to move forward better and stronger”

” We all need to have a belief in something, that gives us the faith and the hope in all we do within this society”

The power of the healing, coming from the mountains around us

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” Blessed indeed will you be because of their inability to repay you, for you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous”

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It is our own Ego’s that divide us so greatly, this ego we all have within us, but when we let it roam free without controlling it or ourselves, now we have a troubled society, full of troubled or bruised ego’s. Jesus died at the cross with nothing, which is how God wanted it showing that there is no place in this journey for humility, it is we the people that for some unknown reason find joy in the humiliation of each other. There are a beginning and an ending to this journey through life and when this journey isn’t traveled correctly, our ashes only become like dust in the wind, with zero repayments at the resurrection of the righteousness.
Through humility, it is hard to be humble, as humility brings ugliness and hatred. While being humble we then can show our love and empathy of each other, which promotes peace and happiness as we walk our paths through this journey of life. We all come from the same bottom at the beginning, however, it is our own ego’s that gets in the way of us walking this journey correctly. It is through our own ego’s we then become engulfed in the clouds of our judgments and think we are better than each other when we let our ego’s control of who we truly are, we are now heading down a slippery path of destruction, loneliness and plenty of hatred all around us.

 

The mountains offer us that peace and serenity, true that the mountains may come with some hard work as we hike from the bottom to the top, but whatever comes with hard work, is totally worth it as we walk our paths to be better and stronger. Even with all the hard work from the mountains, they offer us plenty of peacefulness, so we then can find that hidden inner peace we all have within us, that we have lost through this broken society. As we hike within the mountains and their peaceful beauty, we then can feel the ugliness and the stress from society become lifted off of our shoulders, this is the true healing of the mountains at work, this is the true beauty of this journey that we lose through this ugly society.

Moses hiked to the top of the mountain and received the Ten Commandments from God, which he then brought back to the people to read and follow, so they can also find that true path of righteousness this journey offers, but unfortunately through a society of controlling egos, we all think we are better than each other and only do as we want, which then leads us into not only a broken society but a society that becomes divided and going in the wrong direction. The mountains are a magical place, a place we can go to unwind and heal ourselves from the ugliness of society when you see the mountains as work, then you are not letting yourself see the true beauty of the mountains and you will never let the mountains heal you to be better and stronger as you walk your path through this journey of life.

Some may go to the mountains because of some social media page and then post a picture, this is not letting the mountains be the true healer it can be, as it is only feeding your own ego as the ego is then controlling you instead of you controlling who you truly are. when you let the mountains be as they are with their majestic beauty, then you will truly feel the power of the mountains and actually hear the voice of Jesus guiding you with each step. Some may see the mountains as one upper to each other, this is not what the mountains are, to truly feel the magic of the mountains and to truly hear the voice of Jesus Christ, you need to truly see the beauty of the mountains, become one with the mountain letting it heal you from all the crap of this ugly society, as the mountain heals you, then you can feel the weight of all the ugliness simply melt from your shoulders, the love of Jesus that is within us all will then be lifted from the darkness within us as well as the inner peace also, this transition will heal us from all the pain and suffering we encounter within an ugly society and if we all truly see the beauty of the mountains, then just imagine how society can change for us all to be better and stronger moving forward.

 

” That payment we receive at our jobs for our work is nothing compared to the spiritual payment we receive at the resurrection of the righteous”

” An ego is something we all have but when we do not control its power, then the ego will control us and all that is around us”

” The mountains beauty is the magical power of the mountain and a place we go to truly feel the power of the magic, as we heal ourselves from our pain and sufferings of an ugly society”

” Be one with the mountain feel the power of its magic as it heals you from your pains and the voice of Jesus is loud and clear”

 

 

 

The Victims never get any respect

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Now I do not want to say the name of the person who took the cowards approach, to escaping justice, but as high profile as this case is, it is the Victim who once again relives the real pain and hurt, without anybody especially the far-left liberal media, even giving them the respect they deserve. I get the fact that this guy was very rich and surrounded himself with other rich and powerful types, so even as he took the cowards approach to true justice and once again spitting in the eyes of the Victims he created, there is somebody close to him  that knows something and that somebody, should be gone after with the fullest extent of the law. All his money and properties should be frozen and no one gets anything until all the real truth comes out, I would even go as far as taking all the properties he has and turning them into medical retreats, with real Psychology doctor’s, so the Victims can get the help they need, to heal from all the pain and hurt this ScumBag put them through.

There are many slippery slopes along the paths we walk throughout this journey of life, but the slippery slopes that a Victim has to endure can and will seem like, a very tall task to conquer so they can move forward with as little pain and suffering as they can. Nobody ever gives the Victim any respect, nor do they even care for the Victim, or they would simply create a better environment for the  Victim, instead of bringing out more drama making them hurt worse. With this high profile case and the Scumbag taking the easy way out, true we will hear all the conspiracy theories come out, but the true fact that he is dead and the Victims are still here living with real pain and hurt, totally means that yes, we need to get justice for the Victims, so instead of creating more ugliness around this Scumbag, then go after the next in line as there is somebody that knows of his heinous acts, so you then make them pay as a co-conspirator. Then as you actually hold someone accountable, now the Victim can actually start the process of healing and escaping the jaws of the real pain and hurt, that this coward has caused.

I get the fact that in this drama full society, it is all about the hate, the ugliness, and more drama, with all the Victims being put on the back burner, as their pain and hurt becomes unbearable, then forces the Victim to bury deeply within all their pain and hurt, so they can be portrayed as normal as they can? Now as these Scumbags usually have big amounts of money, so they can use it to keep getting away with their heinous acts, plus surround themselves with others with a padded bank account, as they all stay within their own circle and as their circle grows, the one thing they never talk about is the Victims they create. True they create many victims and also true that, as their circle grows, so does the circle of victims grow and all the Scumbags have not a care in the world for the victim, as they are getting what they want when they want.

With all the left media plastering this Scumbags face and name all over their publications, what is being totally lost among all this is, all the Victims that this and other scum bags have created, in the media eyes it is always the agenda of drama and never about the true facts of life, simply because the true facts don’t help the media live their plush and exotic lifestyles, but and maybe a huge BUT? some of the rich top media Execs just might have been in bed with this scumbag and his heinous acts, not too mention a lot of other rich and famous types as well. These Scum bags are nothing more than a Predator and what a Predator does is, it grooms it’s prey so they can do anything they want with their prey, for their own personal gain, true they will try to surround themselves with others of the same, so they can try to be as normal as they can be, never once will they look at their prey as a victim and never once, will they look in the mirror and see what they are truly looking at. Through all the heinous acts, through all the real pain and hurt, the one that always gets lost in the shuffle is the victim or the prey of the predator. It is also true that some victims can and will be a creator of victims also, as they become someone for who they truly are not, while they try to move forward hiding their own pain and hurt, yes this can be one big vicious circle and why we prey on each other, instead of sharing our love with each other, the one thing we all lose sight of while in this vicious circle is, the fact that the power of denial is front  and center around us. Denial will have us become someone we truly are not, as well as do things we would never do normally, you want to break the chains of this circle forever, then let’s freeze the assets of this high profile scumbag and use them so all the victims can get the help they deserve, to finally rid themselves of all the true pain and hurt they have gone through for so long.

 

” We have all been a victim of something, as it was not a fun time is the reason why we never remember being a victim”

” A victim never gets any respect, they are always hiding deep within themselves to escape all the real pain and hurt”

” Maybe if we change the agenda of the far-left media, just maybe the victims can heal with the right help from all the heinous actions”

” Let’s call a spade a spade here, all predators are scumbags, just as all scumbags are predators”

 

 

 

The quiet serenity of the journey

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The crisp cool air and the smooth waters, you can hear the paddle cutting through the water with each stroke, you embark on the water for the daily journey into the unknown. Life’s journey is full of unknowns as we walk our paths, but if you never get out and explore, you shall never uncover any of the unknowns and never truly experience any of the beauty that is truly around you.

Within this society, we all get so wrapped in, we forget that there is so much more to this journey, we get so wrapped up in the drama, the ugliness, and the hatred, that we then become someone for who we truly are not, with so much more to explore within this journey, we would clearly see that there is a whole different world out there, unlike what we see within the everyday parts of our lives.

Everything changes, we the people change, we need to be able to adapt to all the changes or this journey will leave us all behind. Some would rather be stuck within all drama and the hatred, simply because we think that is all there is? There are many little journeys within this big journey through life, if you never get out and explore, you will never find any of the little journeys, that will totally help you heal from all the pain and hurt from a society that does not really care for you. from reasons that are beyond me, most within this society will step on another’s shine and won’t even miss a step of their own. We take so much for granted in this society today, we forget to get out and explore all that is truly around us.

There are some out there that think they know everything and they have all the answers, seriously now nobody has all the answers except Jesus Christ, but even a few do not even think he is real, Jesus came to us and walked his journey here with us, he showed us how to walk our paths as we show our love for one another and in the eyes of Jesus, there was never any hatred no matter of who you were. The hatred comes from us and is learned from us, we are our own worst enemies and we can fix this if we really wanted to, Jesus showed us how to walk our paths so we then can get to that path of righteousness, but we are so stubborn and so set in our ways, that we then can not see clearly enough through the clouds of our judgments.

When we take our vacations we then follow others as we go to places that are still full of chaos, ugliness, and hatred, then complain further that our vacation wasn’t really a vacation? We won’t even think of getting out to explore in places that have never been touched by man, simply because we have become so naive that, we think these places do not exist? These places are there and we just have to open our minds up to everything and not walk our paths with these blinders on from all that is around us. Some may not be able to get out as they suffer from a chronic illness that is out of their control, some may have suffered great pain and hurt from another, that keeps them hiding deep within and too scared to get out and explore, but if only we get out and explore the beauty within mother nature and the true beauty from places that have never been touched by man, we will never find the true peace and serenity that will heal us deeply from all the pain, the hurt and the sufferings from the world within this unforgiving society.

Let the paddle cut through the water as you move forward along the water, keep your eyes open as you never know what may be lurking in front of you, keep your ears open to all the sounds within nature, for you just might hear things that you have never heard before. We have become so accustomed to the sounds and scenery of the cities, that we have zero clues on the true sounds of nature, the only way to change that is to get out and explore, change the error of our ways, so we then can truly be of who we truly are and truly see all the beauty that is around us, as we walk our paths through this journey of life.

 

” Get a canoe or a kayak and get out within nature to explore the true beauty all around us”

” Never get too stuck within the error of your ways to the point you never get out and explore all that is around you”

” There is a lot more to this journey than all the ugliness, the corruption, the hatred, and the pain and hurt brought by all this”

” The true sounds of nature will heal and bring much-wanted peace and serenity to us all”

 

 

The Majestic beauty who shares Mother nature

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There is so much more to mother nature than the peace and serenity, watching the beautiful Swan glide along the water with not a care in the world. We share this beautiful planet with so much and a lot of it we never see, unless we get out and explore. There are so many different species that walk this journey through life, it is just not we the people who are here, then there is all the different kinds of plant life that, yes even they breathe the air as they live among us as well. There is so much diversity, but yet some of those among us, won’t even acknowledge all the diversity.

There are those within the big cities that never step outside of the city, they never really take time to really see what is around them, all they see is what is around them in the city and most of the time, there is nothing but ugliness, corruption, hatred and violence, they then get so caught up within all that crap, that they think that’s all this journey is about. We do not communicate as we once did anymore, for the simple fear of offending someone who is around them, this is all in part from the social media within our devices and the political correct society, for which we all live today. This political correctness around us has made us all weak and not able to look one another in the eye, so not only do we not truly communicate, but we do not trust one another anymore. Without trust we then either keep looking over our shoulders, or we just simply bury a huge part of who we are, deep within our souls, which we then lose touch with our true feelings, which we then become someone for who we are not, in order to have others see us as normal as normal can be.

Instead of hiding behind your device on your social media platform, get out and be with others, this is the only way we can truly communicate and real face to face communication, showing each other our true feelings, plus truly feeling the love of God within us and then sharing that same love with each other. When social media first came to us, it was actually a good thing and a way to keep us together, even as we went our own way with much space between us, keeping family members close even as they may have moved away and further from us. Now social media is full of the same drama, corruption and hatred we see everyday. Social media can be good, but just like anything else that comes to us, we abuse it without any ramifications of our actions.

We all walk a path through this journey of life, there is so much more to the journey, but we let so much get in our way, we let so much affect us that we then become someone for who we truly are not, we become afraid too step outside our comfort zone, that we then don’t truly see all that there is out there, as well as all that there is around us. In order to see what we normally do not see, we have to step outside our comfort zones, step out side of the big city and venture into the country and the wilderness, let our eyes go upon the beauty of the Earth, instead of viewing the ugliness and the hatred, which we then will hide within ourselves, losing touch of our true feelings and of who we truly are. There is more to life than posting a status on your wall of social media, as well as there is a lot more than being caught up in all the drama it brings as well, simply go out and explore, to truly see everything that is around you.

 

” The majestic beauty of mother nature is there for us all to see and enjoy, to relax and unwind”

” Diversity is everywhere around us, we just have to acknowledge and accept”

” Social media has gone way beyond, what it was first brought to us to be”

” Posting to a status and not getting out to enjoy everything around you, will have you missing out a lot within this world”

 

 

A Society of zero Accountability equals a Society down a slippery slope……..

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Accountability first and for most starts with each one of us holding ourselves accountable for our own actions, before we can even think of holding each other accountable. Right now within this society there is way too much finger pointing and not enough holding ourselves accountable for our own actions. Yes it is very true that because we are Human, we do make mistakes from time to time, but when we do not hold ourselves accountable for those mistakes, then the mistakes get bigger, instead of correcting them and keeping them at a minimum. When we do not own up to our mistakes and point the finger towards another, then the mistakes will compound, not only turning them into something bigger than they have to be, but then the pain from the mistakes will hurt us all deeply, which then keeps us from the solution of being held accountable for our actions and keeping the pain from truly hurting us very deeply.

This picture was once a very vibrant slate quarry, that produced a huge amount of slate, back within the 1800’s, now I get the fact that there is always change that will come into our lives, but when change comes to an industry so vibrant for some other that just may not fill the void, then why change that? Now this quarry is sitting dormant for all these years, with all the fresh growth of Mother Nature all around it, covering what was once open and full of life. Just maybe there are a lot of hidden truths hidden deep within all the fresh growths, just maybe that they to back then went through their non accountability days and now look at what has happened? It seems funny that we all think we have the solutions for everything, but yet look at all the ugliness, the hatred and the crap that is all around us everyday, with none of us truly taking any accountability for our own actions.

There are some who are making it their mission to strip us of all the past, but seriously you need to look back at what was, in order to move forward better and stronger, you learn from your mistakes to be better, well the same goes from one society to another and when you learn from the mistakes of an earlier society, than just maybe a lot of this ugliness and hatred will go away? We the people of this society are the biggest problem within this society and when we do not hold ourselves accountable for our own actions, it then snowballs to the rest of us within this society and becomes bigger than it has to be.

You than have some that will take it upon themselves to control everything around them and will do anything for that control. They do things to others they know is wrong, but will rationalize away the accountability of their actions, just so they can seem to themselves as the most powerful over all? Meanwhile the ones that they take control of, have now become a victim of their control and with that victimization comes, a very deep pain and hurt, which the person in control who takes no responsibility or accountability of their actions, keeps doing as they are only because they think they are doing nothing wrong, then the powers of denial take over and when denial comes into play, then any responsibility and accountability become lost deep within the souls of us all.

This society is so driven to have all the power of each other, that all the responsibility and the accountability are lost deep within our souls and when you look deeply into each others eyes, you will clearly see that the denial has taken over, leaving us all deep within trying to escape the power of the denial. When denial has it’s grasp on us so tightly, we then lose sight of all true reality, we will never admit to this fact only because we do not want to admit to our faults, this is exactly why we are in a this broken society of, no responsibility and no accountability. Yes there is a way out of this and it will take each one of us being on the same page, we need to get over our own arrogance and truly look deep within our hearts and souls, find that the love of Jesus Christ is always there, just that we have never acknowledged his love. When we acknowledge his love and our hearts and souls are full of it, we then feel this warmth within us, that we than share with each other. It is a lot easier to share this love, than to share all the hatred and the ugliness we have been sharing. With the love of Jesus Christ warming our hearts and souls, we will then find that true peace we have always been looking for. True peace is never within the world of no responsibility or accountability, the only thing that comes from that world is the pain and hurt that hurts us so deeply.

Life within this society could be a whole lot easier if only we all did it correctly, instead of trying to control everything and everybody we can. We are all equal in the eyes of Jesus Christ, the only thing different is that we are all unique to each other. I don’t know about you, but I am sick and tired of people in this society that keep playing the race card? This is one of the uniqueness we bring to each other, but some will try to step on the toes of another, just so they can come across as more powerful than another? We need to stop trying to attack one another and start seeing each other as Jesus see’s us and that is, we are more equal than we think, when we do this we will find that the love of Jesus Christ will flow like water, out of each one of us, as we all move forward and walk our paths through this journey of life.

 

” Responsibility and accountability goes hand and hand with each other, like peas in a pod”

” Accountability starts with ourselves then bleeds to each other within this society”

” To rationalize and deny, is what leads to no responsibility or accountability and all the ugliness and hatred around us”

” Power and control when achieved in the wrong way, will always come with much pain and hurt to us all”

 

three tours in a hostile place, to find peace within nature

a tree in the middle of a lush green forest: This file photo shows the Appalachian Trail and the rural nature of the trail near the scene of the fatal attack Saturday May 11, 2019. This is about one mile from where the attack occurred. (Appalachian Trail Conservancy)

Such a tragedy in a place that, there is suppose to be peace and serenity, a place where you go to escape the ugliness? Although this poor Individual unexpectedly walked right into it. The Individual in question had served three tours in Iraq, came home not the same man he once was, he suffered from PTSD and depression, his wife says he would sleep all day and either watch TV, or play video games by night, the two had separated as he fell further into depression. Finally one day he wanted to truly find himself again, so he took to the trails of the Appalachian trail. This trail is supposed to be about peace and serenity, while you walk within nature, it helps you to clear your mind and feed your soul, it is not suppose to have any ugliness on the trail at all, but unfortunately, the ugliness found him in the form of an mentally deranged Individual.

This Soldier of three tours didn’t ask for this, as all he wanted was to truly find of who he once was, so he can continue moving forwarded better and stronger throughout this journey. Yes the person responsible was captured and brought to justice, but a little too late for this true American Veteran hero, as now he will never get that second chance, to be of truly who he really was.

Sometimes life just isn’t fair, this journey and all that happens within it, will bring great pain and hurt, this journey will turn us into someone we truly are not, with all the ugliness that is around us, most of the time it isn’t even our fault, as a lot of our pain and sufferings comes from another, or a situation that we have entered into. Then as we try to fix ourselves, it becomes even worse, as we then try to escape into a place where we think is safe, a place that has nothing but beauty all around at every turn, then unexpectedly, we are facing ugliness square in the eyes.

This tragic event within the trails of the Appalachian trail, should really of never happened, as this trail is within mother nature, with all the true beauty you can see far and near, when you plan this hike and take the first step on this great trail, the last thought in your head is any kind of ugly thought. There are many who hike, have hiked and will be hiking this trail, they do so because they have become lost on their path of this journey, they want to embark on a place, where they can clear the clouds of their judgments and truly get back to who they truly are. Depression no matter how you have entered within, will eat you from the inside out, while most of the time you hide deep within yourself and never let anybody in. The great Robin Williams is perfect example, as he brought us all to laughter, while he suffered deeply within, from this silent killer known as, ” Depression”. It can and will strike anybody and does not discriminate. Just like a member of the animal kingdom who prey on the weak for their next meal, so does a mentally deranged Individual prey on the weak, so they can feel more powerful, in their warped and twisted mind. The problem lies with our so called Leader’s who when they need more cash for their agendas, the first thing they cut is mental institutions, so now these Individuals have no where to turn, except maybe those who are around them and in a negative way, instead of a positive way. Yes in depression we don’t want others to know, nor do we not want to acknowledge, we have become victim of this depression, but when we take steps to fight it and instead we find the ugliness, this is what makes the actions so tragic, as we try to move forward better and stronger, along our paths of this journey through life.

” Go from three tours in a hostile place to, back home and try to be the same person you once was”

” The Appalachian trail is deep within mother natures beauty, the problem then lies with each of us turning to the ugliness and burying who we truly are”